Guide me

[LONDONER]

I am a new guy here. I'm from Malaysia and it's a country who didn't tolerate with homosexual. Fortunately, I'm still in closets. Nobody know about my sexuality. Because of those reason, I don't really know about gay stuff. I just know, I have an interest with a man who is still my friend. Well, I prefer a cute and skinny guy. Please tell me, what should I do? Should I need to move another country?

Are you able/can you afford to move to another country? For those who live in homophobic countries with so little tolerance, there may be no other alternative.