my 1st BF

[araya]

[MENTION=22948]TigerLover[/MENTION] I tried email long ago but doesn't seem to work.

I gave up on the socmed long ago, no matter where I go I wouldn't find him.

I can snatch my friend's cell and call or message him but it'll make him even angrier, he wouldn't like me talk about our problem that way, I'll keep trying to talk to him till he finally get tired of it

[MENTION=23180]axle2152[/MENTION] I want to drop it and "move on" with life but he's not just an ordinary ex, not because I have lingering feeling for him but we've been friends for more than 10 years, we went to the same middle&high school -we're also in the same class for 2years in high school- there are bound to be awkward meetings in the future if I don't make things right with him and I don't want that. I've been trying to reach him for the last 3 years -we lost it 4 years ago tho, so there's like a year gap for me to realize how big of an asshole I was to him- well, I gave up on online thingy anyway, so, going thru a common friend is the sanest choice.