my 1st BF

[araya]

He's fine, he's gotten over it, learned from it, and doesn't want to talk to you. Let it go.

I get the "doesn't want to talk to you" part, I wanna say I'm gonna let this go but I'll end up trying to talk to him again sometime in the future, that's how stupid I can be.

Do you think it is going to give you closure if it goes badly? Probably not, I think you'll still feel the same if not more hurt.

It is tough to move on, but trust me you'll be doing yourself a huge favor. I can't tell you how to get over your ex but it has to be done. Time is the only thing that can heal.

That being said, do what you will. Folks here have given the advice to not try to rekindle anything because it will likely not go well, but you seem very determined in going through with this. That being said, think it through.

I know it's like I'm trying to rip open his old wounds then rub salt and lime on it, oh well, whatever I'm going to say next will just be another excuses from me so, let's just drop it. I guess I really have to let time heal his heartache.