Feel like Im cursed being Bi

[LJay]

Have you considered moving to San Francisco? Or Berkeley?

Joking aside, it might be helpful for you to simply give the matter up and resign yourself to learning not to worry about it. This is a matter of nature and not conscious decision. Allowing yourself a period of calm might result in you making your peace with yourself.

Getting some counseling might help, but you may be able to go a surprisingly long way with this on your own. Best of luck to you.