Upside Down

[InbetweenDreams]

I don't want to be busy all the time, I like my down time too. Very easy to get burned out trying to do too much.

Social isolation, that;'s the thing. I really have no idea how to avoid it. Not so much that I'm anti-social, I'm simply not outgoing. I don't think it is something that will really change, been something I've dealt with most of my life and never seem to get over it.

I do focus on the negatives, but things like getting fired on a probationary period and losing everything I have and winding up back here isn't something I take likely. I doubt I would get axed, but it is something that looms over me and it was something I worried about when I started where I'm at last year.

Honestly I think I would enjoy staying at an institution.

Sorry for having to try to be vague lol