I think I will be alone for ever

[matty7]

well you know already know where your problem areas are so you have to find a way to work with them or work around them - can you get the opportunity to see a counsellor to talk through these issues either privately or through your own doctors surgery ? also try and focus on the positive sides to your personality - this guy sees something in you just by chatting so you do have things going for you so there is nothing set in stone that you will be alone buddy