Why fellatio?

[Anonymous]

I am embarrassed to say, my first bf I was mesmerized by his cock. When he was away I would get off thinking about giving him a blow job and I do not know why I am attracted to cocks so much. One of my favorite things is bringing someone ALMOST to orgasm and try and hold them there. Then grab their ass pulling them into my face pushing them over the edge, them trying to push me off but I grip tighter and right when I feel them go rigid I pull it out. I cant explain this behavior but even though I have my own penis, playing with someone elses is just way more fun. Also I would never do this with someone that was not very clean and I love the smell. I guess I am a slut at heart although I control my urges and only go after my significant other!