09-02-2016, 12:05 AM
I feel like when I try to talk about my feelings, it makes my friends uncomfortable. Most of my relationships are based on me being supportive of the other, listening not talking, asking not responding. It's awkward for them, so they say awkward things that feel meaningless to me, or dismissive, or it just gets turned back to being about them. It's my fault for developing and encouraging such one sided relationships like that, but enough of those type of interactions and I just have stopped trying to share it.