Am I being too obsessive?

[MisterLonely]

Is it a particular guy or guys? Maybe there's something about the guys that you found deeply attractive. I mean I would think you should just look for those type of guys and I'll tell you that I need to take my own advice, you miss out on every chance you don't take.

I'd be happy to dive into this more it sounds like you have a crush of some sorts.

Just guys in general, 4 different guys if I'm being exact. I don't often get male attention at all, but when I do it's often quite meaningful and a tad mystical due to the magnetic "pull" I feel towards those guys. It's hard to explain into words, but I literally felt a pull. Idk what it is, but I felt it... even before they noticed me, so I know for a fact there's something going on but I can't exactly grasp what it is.

One of the guys, in particular, that kept checking me out was really, really captivated by me. He couldn't take his eyes off me. The funny thing was when his friend asked him a question, but he ignored his friend (tuning him out) due to how focused he was on me. As I was walking to class, I turned around to take one last look at the guy... and of course, he was still staring at me. It was kinda creepy, but I loved the creepiness of it. I mean, if he wanted me so bad, he could have chased after me (which was what I wanted him to do). And yes, I'm sure he was staring at me since the hallways were relatively empty, besides me, the guy, and his friend.

I've had countless other similar incidents as well, but this one has been bothering me so much. Like, I wish I can just travel back in time and freaking TALK to the guy.

Ugh, I can't stop thinking about it. I feel like if they had made a move on me, we would've been together by now. My desire for a boyfriend has been running strong since then, and it's only building up the longer I go being single.