The beauty of men

[Justme]

Never thought any other guy thought of men like this besides me. Everyone wants the hot guy with the model face, the six pack abs and, of course, the big cock. That's all surface crap. I'm not really into those types. Its the normal, everyday guys who I'm attracted to. And even if I'm not attracted at first sight when they open up to me, I can't help but fall for them.

The sad part of it is, they usually don't know how special they are. Straight, bi or gay... they end up dating people who damage their souls. That pain makes me fall for them even more.

There is a friend in my life like that now. He claims he's straight. I respect that. We've both done things that make people wonder if there's more than a friendship going on. He's so handsome to me, but I've heard women say he's ugly. I cherish everything about him but he dates these ruthless women and I'm always the shoulder he cries on. It takes everything I have inside... I'd do almost anything for him and he probably knows it. I just have to remember he's straight and until he comes out and says he wants me, I can't make a move. And honestly, I'd probably be afraid to change the way things are. Ugh!!!