I'm so goddamn lonely

[LJay]

It sounds as though you do not have many friends outside your relationship with your girlfriend. It might help you to find some male friends in a non-sexual, non-dating context. I think that it is a good thing for guys to have guy friends and girls to have girl friends who are social and not sexual. Go online and play video games with other guys. Find a drinking club. Join a service club or whatever. Look for a MeetUp group. Join a choir.

Meeting your needs is a matter of having friendships and not all friendships are sexual relationships.

And welcome to Gayspeak. I hope you enjoy hanging out here and joining in the forums. It is a good crew and most are willing to talk things over. Relax and enjoy the place!