I'm so goddamn lonely

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[MENTION=23951]1145[/MENTION] Well that's why I am very hesitant to tell you to just up and leave her. Gay, bi or whatever, if you're deeply in love with her then that's great. I do want to drive home that finding the same thing with a guy is going to be harder if anything. That's just from my experience. If you are looking to mess around sexually with a guy to see if you like it, I don't see any harm in it.

Have you had any gay experiences before? I mean it sounds more like you want to have a close male friend... You indicated that it isn't purely sexual?

I mean if you ask me we're all a little bit bi, some guys are more inclined to be gay than others. Like me, there have been times since I have come out as gay that I felt that I would do better with a woman and want to have kids an all that. However, I just feel like I connect to guys better on those terms.