10-19-2016, 01:29 PM
[MENTION=23180]axle2152[/MENTION] I've always had intuition on bad persons, I mean this is why I wrote this thread in the beginning, every single description was actually based on some people I really met. I only had to wait just a bit to notice everything I suspected was right with these guys, one day I met a cool dude that I was very "connected" with him, until I discovered he has a girlfriend for years...
btw deceptions are necessary to make you realize what you want. In my case I realized that I want someone to really share my life with, who likes me physically but in personal as a whole, because I really feel that I need that, I want someone who likes the same things I like. Because I remember I met someone the extremely opposite as myself, because I was thinking "opposite poles tends to attract each other" I though It would be cool meeting and being with someone like this, but we both ended hating each other lol.
But now, until I met "someone", or the real one. I just still focusing on myself and my goals, in being in peace with me, because in the past I tended to felt the most things were my fault, and because I felt that I wasn't ready for a relationship.
btw deceptions are necessary to make you realize what you want. In my case I realized that I want someone to really share my life with, who likes me physically but in personal as a whole, because I really feel that I need that, I want someone who likes the same things I like. Because I remember I met someone the extremely opposite as myself, because I was thinking "opposite poles tends to attract each other" I though It would be cool meeting and being with someone like this, but we both ended hating each other lol.
But now, until I met "someone", or the real one. I just still focusing on myself and my goals, in being in peace with me, because in the past I tended to felt the most things were my fault, and because I felt that I wasn't ready for a relationship.