10-18-2016, 03:20 PM
axle2152 Wrote:Well my thing is that I don't feel like I am where I ought to be. I'm 30, single, living with parents... Now I am wanting to go back to school. I feel like I might be a little too late, but maybe not. I feel like I am perhaps further away from being happy.You don't "know" that 1/3 of your life has gone, maybe it was 1/4, maybe it's already 1/2 :eek: You should try not to dwell on the time you deem was wasted. You did what you did, now get on with the next part of your life, make it better for yourself. Take those bold decisions. I assure you, you won't be half as critical if you make good of it in your ''twilight'' @[URL="https://gayspeak.com/member.php?u=23180"]axle2152 , (jk). :biggrin:
I do at times feel like I am a little out of touch with myself, seems to have happened after working so long and you don't get the time to really sit down in reflect and see and realize that more than 1/3 of my life has passed on... I pissed away about 10 years roughly not gaining much ground...smoking pot. I did finally get through college and got a degree but that's about all I have to show for it. Nothing else has changed. It is almost like I'm waiting on something but I know that I'm really waiting on myself.
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