10-18-2016, 06:01 PM
Well I think that I think too much. Hindsight is always 20/20 so looking back there's always things to pick at and even worse then you're just down in the dumps. I used to get upset about things I can't even remember what I was upset about, of course now that I'm getting a little older I am upset that I didn't think ahead more and all the things my grandfather preached to me about before he passed away almost 16 years ago now I wished I had let that sink in.
I just hate that it will probably take another 3 years to pay off the credit card debt and probably another 3-4 years of going back to school and maybe I will get a degree and a better paying job. I like what I do just need to make more money doing it. Although the more I think about it I think it might be a good idea to find something where I am a little more active. I know that I'm getting a bit off topic here but I think the subject hits on a lot of things. I think spending a lot of my time behind a desk might not be the right thing for me although I am good at what I do but there's not a whole lot of time during the workday for me to really get out. Technically I should be taking a break but I think that it partly my own fault.
I just hate that it will probably take another 3 years to pay off the credit card debt and probably another 3-4 years of going back to school and maybe I will get a degree and a better paying job. I like what I do just need to make more money doing it. Although the more I think about it I think it might be a good idea to find something where I am a little more active. I know that I'm getting a bit off topic here but I think the subject hits on a lot of things. I think spending a lot of my time behind a desk might not be the right thing for me although I am good at what I do but there's not a whole lot of time during the workday for me to really get out. Technically I should be taking a break but I think that it partly my own fault.
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