Unemployable

[supasyd]

It's where you whisper, or talk softly, or just make noise with objects on video or audio, and upload it to youtube.

If you do it steadily enough (many... many.. many videos) and with good video titles and tags. Your channel can definitely grow, whether you have high-tech equipment or not, is really not an issue. You can even make that your gimmick, low-tech, fuzzy sounds, or something. You don't even need to appear on camera.

You never know, could be lots of fun to try out. <3

I agree with the others though, it's important to let go of the past's hold on your current perspective. This new moment in time can be different, if you clear your mind and let it be.

edit: BUTT... also, don't beat up on yourself about the thoughts you think. In fact, appreciate that they have given birth to the realization that you want more, or something else. All of these limiting thoughts "I can't do this" "I don't like that" can lead to coursing over many, many, many possibilities, which you may find more plausible when you look over them with a more positive head-space.

Hahaha. I think I'd struggle to take myself seriously but ill look into it. I have looked into teaching abroad but even then you need money for flights and visas and things. I've never been in a positive head space but I'm past the point of effecting my efficiency in life. I feel down because I just am not getting anywhere. It's nearly Christmas and not even big retail chains will hire me. It's depressing