Unemployable

[supasyd]

I don't think it's a matter to not be "negative" (I am fairly negative myself) but rather to not let it affect your goals.

Ok, is there somewhere else where you can get a performing job? Relocate maybe? If you can land a job like you described, would it pay enough to give you room to look for other jobs for the remaining part of the year?

Have you considered training yourself on a technical level on anything else? There are plentyful (well, at least here) short spanning technical careers that you could pursue in order to get a job

I've applied for performing jobs up and down the country, planning to relocate if I was successful, but they are so few and far between. I am realllyy bad at anything technical haha. I like music but again the problems are the same in terms of employment. They are viewed as hobbies.