Unemployable

[InbetweenDreams]

Oh I know that. Everyone has been telling me I am too negative since I was like 5. I don't think it's going to change now. I can pretend to be enthusiastic at interviews. I have a performing arts degree. There is nothing in that field except for in March if you're lucky enough to get on a cruise ship for the summer but then that's only three months a year.

Ok so my advice would be to do something about it, that meaning go seek help to help change it. Might need to try counseling or medication to get you on the right track, there's no good reason to be negative (I really should tell myself that sometimes). You have to break that feedback loop somehow...something bad happens, you get a negative attitude about the world and something bad happens because of that and so on and on...