Hey everybody. Been here awhile, BUT...

[InbetweenDreams]

It's weird, women seem to have a gay dark of sorts that men just don't have...

Not to mention that my only sexual exp so far was w a random dude in college, ever since wanted to expand that, but when I have the chance, life or my mind get in the way...

Well I definitely agree, even when you're seeking someone to play around with and experiment it is hard to fins someone to fill those shoes, most guys who want sex want only sex and want it from a porn star or have unrealistic expectations...which in your case...and my case leads to an awkward experience that I'd rather avoid. What I'm saying it would be nice to find someone who is ok with playing around but isn't a total whore, is understanding, etc... But I think that is lala land because I think those people are unlikely to find. Likewise we don't want to lead people on either...

My advice, get on a dating app or something along those lines....but make two accounts.