Hello guys

[Tyrell]

Thank you guys again

[MENTION=1766]princealbertofb[/MENTION]: exactly, they are originally from the same country as me, so tolerating gay people is not expected, I remember the time they have been talking about homosexuality, and one of them said "gay people didn't choose what they are", he believes they are somehow sick or had bad experience in their childhood, and continued to say "I've got no problem with their sexuality but I cannot hang out with them" lol. So I was like "OK... I won't tell you...chill". I think they could have doubts about me, but they are not ready to hear it. One day, one of them took my phone, got in my FB account, and posted a statu saying "I'm gay...sorry girls" LOL, and one of my colleague sent me a message saying "Don't worry it is OK, and I'm proud of you" (kind person)...I didn't understand anything until I saw that statu on my wall, and I was so freaked out to the point they were wondering what's going on here? I think this has triggered their doubts, but they still accept me, I'm even sure they consider me as a brother.

So my reason for hesitating are my friends and the fear I have to be in a relationship. Je veux bien prendre ma vie en main, sentir amoureux ne serait-ce qu'une fois, et vivre ma sexualité comme toute autre personne, surtout que je m'approche des 30 ans avec zéro expérience LOL. For sure I'm a steady boyfriend, I cannot handle the one time things.

As for my parents, you're right since I got here in Canada, they're not asking me anymore about girls, I even told them I'm planning to live in Canada for years if not for the rest of my life.

Thank you for your reply, and I'm sure I won't go into my first encounters unprepared