Came out... officially?

[Insertnamehere]

Thank you.

I lied to my parents today. Told them, I don't know what was I thinking, and that I "needed Jesus."
And they said next Sunday they will be taking me to the church to get baptized.

As if that's gonna make a difference.

I hope it doesn't hurt.

This is probably the best you can do for now. Don't mention it again if it means compromising your safety. Work on getting out of there, to a new environment in which you won't have to hide and you won't suffer something like this.

Baptism? Oh well, you know, they throw some holy water on you and you catch on fire if you're a sinner.....oh wait...I got baptized when I was 11 and that didn't happen :biggrin:

Seek whatever tangible help from anyone that is trustworthy. Contact a group like people ave suggested on this thread.

Stay strong!