How Do You Feel About Monogamy?

[Cuddly]

Since I've been giving this a lot of thought recently, I'll just go ahead and share what I'm thinking today.
A true, honest, monogamous relationship rewards you with the peace of mind that comes with knowing and trusting your partner fully. There are no STDs to worry about. You don't have to think twice before spreading your legs, as you know he will be good to you. You can talk about things freely and explore your sexuality together.
At the same time, apparently there's a risk of ending up like me. Confused and forlorn. Is the grass greener on the other side? Assuming you stop using your dating apps when entering into a monogamous relationship, you also lose a way of connecting with other gay men.