How Do You Feel About Monogamy?

[Gideon]

Yes, there -was- life before Twist. *Chuckles* Though "cheating" in itself just isn't something I'm okay with, so breaking it off if I found something else I wanted to sample would have been my solution.

I've never been very good at sharing. I don't share well with others, at all. Yeah, I'm a greedy bastard too. I own up to that without fail. So poly really doesn't work for me. Nor does an open relationship. I can't see that ever being my thing. I'm just not wired that way.

That said...I've come way too close way too many times in the last 8 years to losing Twist in my life and I'm not at all certain I could deal with life...after Twist. Having something that precious lost is just...can't do it. Nope.

My point is though, it wasn't until Twist, that I realized that for the first time I'd...stopped looking. I knew -this- was the one. He was mine. I didn't want or need anything else. Still don't. That's how I know it's right, yeah? Cause I don't even have the itch for something else. Haven't since the beginning.

I just didn't even realize that I was always "looking"(waiting for that something else, something better), until I found him and then I just wasn't anymore. I'd found it.