Fobo

[SilverBullet]

You have many inner struggles and I dont think you love/care about yourself. The opposite really. You never miss a chance to down yourself and point out your flaws to any and everyone. The above picture does not mean love yourself more than anyone else, it simply means to love yourself to some degree. Take pride in yourself and maybe rather than tell someone everything wrong in your life, tell them the good things, your accomplishments, aspirations and things you enjoy.

It seems you are on a constant cycle of feel slightly better (one step forward) something negative happens and you take three steps back and you talk about other guys as if they are some pillar to your happiness. I would suggest some soul searching, find some relaxation, take some breaths avoid negative situations until you get back on your feet and your head back on right.

I imagine you like a rigid board, I think if someone asked you to grab their ass or told you it was fine you would probably instantly have 3000 doubts even though all that needs to be known was layed out on the table just prior. Find what makes you confidant and get it. find what makes you happy BESIDES a bf and DO IT but most importantly figure out a way to calm yourself and find some relaxation. you desearve some RandR I have a feeling if you manage to find some form of happy place and stop worrying about all these guys time will go by faster and you will find someone when you wasnt even looking!

*heres a secret* We all have things that are our weaknesses, our regrets and our utter failures. No one on this earth is with ought their demons but the big difference people make is weather or not to let those faults define them.


just for you