Fobo

[Gemini]

Good that you went to the gym! BTW, if you find a product that gets cat piss stink out of fabric, let me know. Damned annoying creature -

You mentioned feeling guilty about all the things that you're supposedly not doing. Sometimes, people feel like they have to make big changes,or change a bunch of stuff all at once and it gets overwhelming. A series of small changes over time usually works better. Like, you went to the gym. That made you feel a bit better. I don't really know your life, so I'm not sure what other small, doable changes would help. You'd have to think about this.

I'm saying this because after my dad died, my mom got into a total depressed rut. She felt like she couldn't have a life or ever find another man because - Oh, IDK, because she was fat, going gray, had virtually no single friends, was in general "out of touch" and in her opinion, boring. Her friend got her started doing little things, small changes, and she's a lot happier these days. She even had a couple dates recently lol.

IDK --- just my random thoughts.