11-19-2016, 12:33 AM
I think I first realised I was gay age 11, at the end of primary school, beginning of secondary school. I remember fancying a girl in the final year of primary school, but she was kind of boyish in her looks (which now makes so much sense). I then discovered porn, and though it was straight porn I "stumbled" across, I found myself wanting to see more of the men, and being very much more interested in the men in the porn. I then discovered gay porn and the rest is history.
I then spent the next several years in denial, hoping my feelings would go away, feeling I would never be able to come out or live my life as a gay man. But I knew my sexuality, deep down, from before my teens.
I then spent the next several years in denial, hoping my feelings would go away, feeling I would never be able to come out or live my life as a gay man. But I knew my sexuality, deep down, from before my teens.