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[kindy64]

Based on your location, and fear of being out, not being a target is your mode of operation. I get that, and there are many guys who are going through the same thing.

You are a mess from being a repressed gay man, your journey/process for being your authentic self is unique to you.. Don't let anyone dictate or make you feel bad about your choices or preferences. Nobody can tell you what is right for you.

Darius,

Am I really that bad? Now I'm getting very self conscious, I never really thought it was strange I just figured that I was very conservative. Should I be concerned that my behavior isn't healthy?

Did a quick search, and you should check out any local resources for gay men in your area.

http://www.gaysavannah.com
http://savannahpride.com