11-26-2016, 11:36 PM
I make an effort to not show emotions, if Im upset I dont want people to know, if I cant control my emotions I walk away until I can.
Its one of the reasons I HATE funerals, I cry like a big baby and it takes all my effort not to sob. My grandfathers funeral, I had to avoid everyone for several minutes on several occasions to regain my composure, my dad knew what I was doing though and came over and told me it would be alright... Thats when things went from bad to worse, much worse, a few escaping tears became a flow, sniffy nose became a runny one and started to get muscle spasms in my stomach. ugh
When I get pissed though I find people generally notice, I dont say anything bad or controversial I guess its a facial expression or voice tone. So even though I TRY not to show emotions I guess Im pretty bad at it
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Its one of the reasons I HATE funerals, I cry like a big baby and it takes all my effort not to sob. My grandfathers funeral, I had to avoid everyone for several minutes on several occasions to regain my composure, my dad knew what I was doing though and came over and told me it would be alright... Thats when things went from bad to worse, much worse, a few escaping tears became a flow, sniffy nose became a runny one and started to get muscle spasms in my stomach. ugh
When I get pissed though I find people generally notice, I dont say anything bad or controversial I guess its a facial expression or voice tone. So even though I TRY not to show emotions I guess Im pretty bad at it
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