Seeing my age is scary

[Shawn]

It's interesting because I see myself in the contrary position, for me to my 15 to my 22 has passes like 20 years, in fact I feel like I'm 32 years Old, even when I'm 22.

I understand you [MENTION=23180]axle2152[/MENTION] I felt the same last year when I depressed I didn't wanted to see anyone, I quited my job because I felt that I hadn't the energy enough to sustain myself, and also because someone was directly saying to me that he left me because he saw me as a retrace in his goals, that's what I closed my facebook and all my social media because I felt that everybody was going too fast, and I didn't wanted to see that.... that I was left behind.

Now I feel that I'm the fast one, the one with big goals, highest horizons, who lived huge processes and learned a lot about them, the person who lost and raised, and lost and then raised again...who doesn't have to wait for anybody except if this person will dare to accompany through this huge process that I'm making, and all of this meanwhile people keeps saying that I look younger than who I really am.