Moving on

[adzie]

Thanks guys,

However, it's always rubbed in my face when I go out for an evening to the gay clubs, being on the scene is a right killer.

However, I always try to avoid contact because i know it will lead to upset. Although, when I was really drunk, I started on him Kept calling him a cunt, and kept saying to my friends how much I hate him. But I don't, I hate that I love him.

I just want to start fresh, I've already got myself a new job, a new home, new car and I'm training for my Local Police Force.