What I have longed for...

[Bowyn Aerrow]

.............And?

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Ask your self two questions:

1. What is it that you need?
2. What is it that you want?

Then decide what you are going to do about your inner issues.

Honestly you made choices through life that puts you here. Either way you go there are consequences.

I doubt what you want is more important than what you need.

There are huge differences between want and need.