Does anyone else feel this?

[Aaycle]

Actually, No. I have always been this resistant person that did not allow himself to be influenced by the thoughts, beliefs, and condemnation of Religious sects, society, etc. So when I have sex with a man, I feel great before and after. I have no desire to wash off, physically, or emotionally. I think you have been influenced deeply to feel badly about your choice, and the push pull of it all has you bewildered. In time you will learn to wholly accept your choice, and rid yourself of this ill feeling. It is merely, a matter of self-acceptance.