The world moves to fast

[mooninleo]

I enjoyed reading your post. I feel like i completely understand where you're coming from.

I thought i found happiness 2 years ago with a guy.. and it ended up being the worst thing for me.

Now i'm alone and don't really have any friends since i moved away from the guy.. and i spend most of my nights alone because i don't really have any friends who are smart or openminded or interesting.

Everything i try lately only seems to be a distraction til death. how sad does that sound.

dressing up is fun. in the midwest there is a big dragqueen scene, and gay people are generally much more supportive of the drag scene. out here in ca i haven't found anything like that. i miss it and peoples overall view on such matters. i've dressed up a few times with friends but always thought it was fun. guys out here are so critical and hateful.

i tried doing it out here but it wasnt quite the same as sharing the experience with friends.

If i were there i'd be your friend