The world moves to fast

[mooninleo]

Hello RobG,

Yes every day is a constant battle to try to love myself and be who i am. I'm working now, and getting to go home and have my alone time is very important. to me. Yeah it does feel like i live in a bomb shelter or something sometimes.

I'm learning how to be more introverted and patient with myself.. but its def hard to stay afloat.

I'm not into the mass entertainment here in the US either. I usually just find ways to be distracted and unwind from reality. Its good to be able to do that sometimes. One friend of mine was saying, oh just start going to the same bar by yourself, and eventually people will start recognizing you, blah blah.
but i dont. its just too awkward and i'm too tired and emotionally needy after work sometimes.

I've heard there are decent gay scenes in the UK. You have Ab Fab and the Spice Girls out there.