The world moves to fast

[Robg]

Hi Leo
Please don't work to much, get time off with a plan to treat yourself like you deserve. I apreciate that this is maybe an idealistic view but we are expected to work way to much and then end up to tired to focus on social activities and things. Not that i have ever had the inclanation to go sit in a bar untill i make friends, that is as you say, just to awquard. Possible though.

Hi Sil
I'm not sure that i need to become transgendered. I think i can be happy by finding friends in the LGBT scene. I think i may have really pushed myself into the whole trans idea because of my desperation for happiness and finding out who i am and being so lonely. I did start to wear girls jeans and fairly unisex tops, i even came out to my parents about it. I went back to male clothes because i need to get a job and some money, wether or not i want to begin transitioning again once i'm back on my feet i don't know. I really have to get the hell out of my house and start getting a life.

I'm going to buy a push bike and get some exercise. I'll probably give up smoking at the same time. Just need to save up the pennies untill i can afford one (or give up smoking so i can afford one lol), the exercise will help me to give up though.

Thank you guys