Shameful Thoughts

[Tuco]

At this point it is not severe enough to seek out help for it. I am able to keep it in check on my own. It was allot worst when I was younger and in the closet. Now that I am not repressed inside the closet its not nearly as bad as it was. I have learned to alter my thought patterns by learning from past mistakes. Pretty much nip the thoughts in the bud before they have a chance to take hold. If my symptoms ever get worst I am going to be sure to seek out help immediately. I love kids to much to put them at risk. Nobody should have to go through that as a child.

Good for you then, bro. Well, maybe not good, but not as bad. I wonder how sad it must be to be a true pedophile. Like, being attracted to nothing else.

I have known a few over the internet in a social network similar to facebook. There was community of, say, unactive pedophiles... people who couldn't live normal lives because they were attracted solely to children - some of them, even babies!

It's say to say "it's sick, just shoot their heads"... but in the end, they obviously have no choice on the matter. It is sick, but also sad. It's like being gay in a place and time where there's a death penalty for it.