Shameful Thoughts

[Dreamer]

Let me first start out by saying Im in no way shape or form defending the sexual exploitation of children. People who sexually exploit children by way of child porn, rape and molestation deserve to be executed on the spot. I have seen what such acts do to the victims and it causes them lasting psychological damage beyond comprehension.

With that said however I must confess as a adult male struggle with pedophilia-ish thoughts and tendencies on ocassion . I am attracted to adults as well and not exclusively drawn to children. I am extremely ashamed of such thoughts. I dont know where these thoughts come from. I believe they have to do with having power and control over something weaker then myself. Also my own sexual repression ties into the scheme of things along with other mental disorders I suffer from. A pedophile doesnt have a choice in there attraction HOWEVER they do have a choice if they choose to entertain such thoughts and act on there desires.
As respectable adult human being I practice self control. I have NEVER laid a hand on a child and have no intention on doing so in the future. Also when such thoughts creep up in my head I choose to not entertain them and I choose to think of something else instead. I love children more than words can acknowledge however that is why I will NOT act on my desires or entertain such thoughts. If I ever did cross that line and acted on my thoughts I would more than likely kill myself because the guilt and shame I would feel would overwhelm me.

If you think being gay has an big stigma attached to it then try confiding in someone you are attracted to kids. The general public only hears about pedophiles when they have offended and the media reports such crimes to the public. Please keep in mind though people are capable of self control and not all pedophiles are out to hurt children. Let the stone throwing and bashing commence.:frown:

First of all, pedophilia is a mental illness with no cure. You'll always be like that for the rest of your life. Meaning at one point in your life you probably will attempt to deflower the innocence of a child, regardless of how strongly you vow to never engage in such a horrific act. You are NOT a respectable human being if you have thoughts of hurting children, EVEN IF you don't act out your filthy desires. Self control doesn't mean shit! You have the potential, no matter what, to defile a child. Therefore, I find it suitable for you to kill yourself now, before someone else does it for you.

Secondly, this is a gay forum, not a pedophile forum! Take your ass elsewhere! You are sick and twisted, you need to be eliminated. As a victim of sexual childhood abuse myself, I have no sympathy for you. You're fucked up in the head. If I ever knew someone that ruined a child's life like that, I'd kill them with my bare hands! I'd gladly throw away my life to save anothers! Prison would be an honor if it meant I had the chance to kill a psychopath like you! For just thinking about being sexual with a child, you deserve to be tortured until a slow painful death takes you out! The average pedophile molests thousands of kids before ever being caught. Most of them never are.

Lastly, fuck you all whom had even taken the time to engage in a lighthearted chat with this freak, and to actually give him respect for sharing his rancid potential, disgusting! You are just as fucked up as he is!

Honestly, I don't believe you've never touched a child. Pedophiles are the BIGGEST liars, and the BEST manipulators. How dare you try to equate a monster like you to an everyday person! How dare you attempt to rationalize your thoughts of touching children, and defending other pedophiles in general, just because they may not act out right away! You probably have a HUGE kiddie porn collection on your computer. I hope someone has reported you! You're nothing like a normal person. You'll burn in hell for those you have broken, or will destroy in the future.