Shameful Thoughts

[Dreamer]

First of all let me start out by saying you obviously have some unresolved issues that have not been dealt with in regards to your own sexual abuse as a child. I urge you to go seek out professional help so you can work through your unresolved issues. You can deal with them now when you are still young or carry them around with till the day you die. Do yourself the favor and go get counseling.

Second of all you dont know me from Adam so any preconceived ideas you have about me are assumptions at best. To assume is to make an ASS out of U and ME. Ninety nine percent of the assumptions you made about me are completely false. Just because your abuser was a horrible person that took advantage of you doesnt automatically put me in the same category as them. Telling me to go kill myself and bashing me into the ground with your words wont change the fact you were abused as a child. The anger and hurt caused by the abuse you suffered through is quite evident in your post. Scream, yell and cuss me out all you want however if really want to deal with your issues you should go get counseling. I really do feel sorry for what you went through as a kid. I have seen the aftermath of sexual abuse in children and adults. People like you are the exact reason I have never and I will never lay a hand on a child or commit rape on an adult. If you don’t want to believe that then that’s your problem.

Thirdly I have no intention of leaving the forum. To demand another member to leave the site is very shallow on your part. I happen to like the forum and enjoy contributing stuff to it just like any other productive member. Say what you want about me but leave the other members out of it. Its quite f**ked up on your part to drag them into the war you are trying to start here. Just because they didn’t chase me out of here with pitch forks like a angry lynch mob doesn’t make them bad people. In fact it speaks of how open minded and mature they are. You are more than welcome to leave the forum if my presence bothers you that much. That choice is completely up to you, just know you are more than welcome to stay. I am staying here.

Lastly I would like to say I wish you only the best here and in the future. You really should go seek out professional help and get the counseling you need.

“Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intention of throwing it at someone else, you are the one who gets burned“. - lord Buddha

First of all, YOU'RE the one who needs therapy and counseling, sir! Especially, with a mind like yours! If not therapy, you need to go on a spiritual journey, and really find yourself. What you have is a chronic illness, you need treatment NOW before that devil within yourself takes control of your life, and before it's too late.

Secondly, I am in therapy. I've been in intensive therapy, my entire life, THANK YOU! It helps, but it will NEVER even begin to heal the type of internal wounds like-minded people like you have inflicted on me.

My assumptions are not clueless, and without substance. They are based on honesty, experience, and fact.

You may find, my words are hostile, but they are backed up with absolute passion, and I can't apologize for what I believe is right.

As for the other members bending over for you, nobody should ever be as "open minded", and it's not "mature", to put an individual with child abusing thoughts and ideologies on a text-driven pedestal for any reason, even if they considered it "brave" of you to disclose what you did. It's just wrong!

Yes, I admit bias! I just don't like pedos, even the "non-active" ones like you because mentally they are VERY active in their internal lusts for children. ALL pedophiles are in the same category because they're ALL just one erection away from destroying a child's life forever! There are NO exceptions for "non-active" pedophiles, sorry people! Forgive me for disapproving of a potential child rapist in the making. That's just how I feel.

I would NEVER allow my child near you, just because you'd promised to only look, and not touch! That's absurd thinking! Why am I in the wrong, based on everyone's feedback, for having these views? I feel like I'm in the fucking twilight zone or something! Am I the only one with some actual sense around here?