I'm ready to cry!!!

[Sil]

I'm sorry cutie, I really feel for you there

I don't know what it must be like to be in that situation where everything is so uncertain... I think regarding his mum you should possibly express your feelings in some way; unless she has a heart of stone she will be touched as you have his mutual interests at heart. You both love him and want to see him home safe.

Whether you can control your emotions enough to discuss this casually, it may do you a lot of good to express how you're feeling about him; I know parents can be very edgy when it comes to same-sex relationships, so I would say taking the person's character into account would be very important here.

Wishing you all the best in this tough time.