I'm ready to cry!!!

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Separation either destroy your relationship or make it stronger. Just have a little faith and be strong. 18 months seem really long but it will pass by faster if you can find yourself something new to do. Make more new friends, enjoy your life, don't let the stupid government takes away your 18 months of life as they did to your bf.

I think it 's a great idea to be friend with his mother. You will be a great support for her as she will be for you.
Also, remember, with him or not, you have your own life to live so be strong.

( I deeply feel emotion when I read your post, I wish one day I can find a lover like you. )