11-22-2010, 09:42 PM
When I was a teenager, I would draw pictures of couples doing "it" and more often than not, they'd be two men doing "it."... When I watched female-male porn, I'd not be so interested.... and indeed if it was only females (two females, let's say) I wasn't interested at all... Very little gay porn was available to me, so I'd make my own.
When I was able to have some sexual experience, I started out with a man, and enjoyed it, but he wasn't very faithful, let's say, and I tried a relationship with a woman, which satisfied me more on the emotional level... It also worked quite well, sexually speaking, and I might even have married her and had kids, but when that relationship stopped, I knew I wouldn't want to go back to another woman, as I felt I'd be cheating on her expectations, as I still wanted to be with a male partner, and was curious about other things I hadn't tried with my first lover....
Which is where I've ended now. Been in a wonderful relationship with my man for 8 years and they have been the happiest, most fulfilling, moments of my life.
When I was able to have some sexual experience, I started out with a man, and enjoyed it, but he wasn't very faithful, let's say, and I tried a relationship with a woman, which satisfied me more on the emotional level... It also worked quite well, sexually speaking, and I might even have married her and had kids, but when that relationship stopped, I knew I wouldn't want to go back to another woman, as I felt I'd be cheating on her expectations, as I still wanted to be with a male partner, and was curious about other things I hadn't tried with my first lover....
Which is where I've ended now. Been in a wonderful relationship with my man for 8 years and they have been the happiest, most fulfilling, moments of my life.
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