Do you see a psychologist?

[Marvinteck]

I should seek out professional help but I dont for various reasons. First of all I am poor and second of all I hate talking to people and dont trust them. I should seek out help because I suffer from severe social anxiety that controls every facet of my life. That in turn leads social isolation and depression. When Ive been at my lowest of lows with depression I have been known to think about suicide. My latest episode was this late summer and into fall when I came out of the closet. Things are allot better now but I still need help but wont seek it out. I have been told by three people who I can talk freely to that I need to seek out counseling. What they dont understand is my social anxiety has me painted into an corner at the moment.