Do you see a psychologist?

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I should seek out professional help but I dont for various reasons. Fist of all I am poor and second of all I hate talking to people and dont trust them. I should seek out help because I suffer from severe social anxiety that controls every facet of my life. That in turn leads social isolation and depression. When Ive been at my lowest of lows with depression I have been known to think about suicide. My latest episode was this late summer and into fall when I came out of the closet. Things are allot better now but I still need help but wont seek it out. I have been told by three people who I can talk freely to that I need to seek out counseling. What they dont understand is my social anxiety has me painted into an corner at the moment.

So really the best thing you could do for yourself would be to build up some confidence about yourself, about who you are and why you have a lot to offer and share.