01-18-2011, 12:27 AM
Hi again (I know I'm a bit late)
So he came over, twice, but nothing happened. Either time.
He informed me like an hour before he was to come over that he'd bring his friend. a friend that I've never met, nor talked to. And within a few hours she was puking into my toilet.
(But that's not important)
It wasn't a disaster or anything, I was just super-nervous to be hanging out with him, and to have a total stanger present the whole time didnt help anything either. I barely said a thing the whole time (unless I started spouting gibberish when I was stoned, but to the best of my knowledge that didnt happen).
Also "Sil" was toatlly right, we just veged out and watched cartoons the whole time. Even I was mellow, whereas I started out with strong intentions.
It wasnt what I expected it to be, but I still had a nice time.
So I guess the thing to do now is to just admit that I have a thing for him and see how he reacts?
So he came over, twice, but nothing happened. Either time.
He informed me like an hour before he was to come over that he'd bring his friend. a friend that I've never met, nor talked to. And within a few hours she was puking into my toilet.
(But that's not important)
It wasn't a disaster or anything, I was just super-nervous to be hanging out with him, and to have a total stanger present the whole time didnt help anything either. I barely said a thing the whole time (unless I started spouting gibberish when I was stoned, but to the best of my knowledge that didnt happen).
Also "Sil" was toatlly right, we just veged out and watched cartoons the whole time. Even I was mellow, whereas I started out with strong intentions.
It wasnt what I expected it to be, but I still had a nice time.
So I guess the thing to do now is to just admit that I have a thing for him and see how he reacts?
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