01-08-2011, 06:07 PM
Thanks guys.
Invis85, my best piece of advice for you is to leave. Find someone who is comfortable with who they are and accepts his/her sexuality. When I was 20 I was all mixed up about being gay and all, but got through it and was in a great LTR throughout college. We lasted well over 2 years and still talk to this day.
Looking back at my relationship I really wish I would've slapped myself and stopped dating this guy the first time he said 'I'm straight but like sex with men'. I really thought our relationship would work out. In the end he found this girl (whos 21, hes 25), who lives in a nice trailer (who her parents bought), parents bought her a new car and her parents help her out a lot. She's already talking about marriage and having kids. Mind you she has no education only HS diploma and so does my ex. She works at freaking starbucks. And here I am, have a fun job (windtunnel instructor), going back to the corporate world since I have a BA and BS in finance and chem respeticevly. I wanted to start a life with him. So yeah my self esteem is shot.
Looking back at our conversation, why did he call. Yeah he wants friends with benefits, but is there something more. Why did he tell me he's falling in love with this girl and she loves him. IMO that's cruel. If I dumped someone for another last thing I would do is call my ex up and tell him how happy I am and how much I love this new person.
Marsh. Thanks for the message, I'm trying my hardest to resist, but like I said my heart is still stuck on him while my mind is trying to move on. It's just painful and hard.
Thanks again guys.
Invis85 I can give you my email if you want to exchange message. I have a lot more say to you, but gotta head off to work.
Invis85, my best piece of advice for you is to leave. Find someone who is comfortable with who they are and accepts his/her sexuality. When I was 20 I was all mixed up about being gay and all, but got through it and was in a great LTR throughout college. We lasted well over 2 years and still talk to this day.
Looking back at my relationship I really wish I would've slapped myself and stopped dating this guy the first time he said 'I'm straight but like sex with men'. I really thought our relationship would work out. In the end he found this girl (whos 21, hes 25), who lives in a nice trailer (who her parents bought), parents bought her a new car and her parents help her out a lot. She's already talking about marriage and having kids. Mind you she has no education only HS diploma and so does my ex. She works at freaking starbucks. And here I am, have a fun job (windtunnel instructor), going back to the corporate world since I have a BA and BS in finance and chem respeticevly. I wanted to start a life with him. So yeah my self esteem is shot.
Looking back at our conversation, why did he call. Yeah he wants friends with benefits, but is there something more. Why did he tell me he's falling in love with this girl and she loves him. IMO that's cruel. If I dumped someone for another last thing I would do is call my ex up and tell him how happy I am and how much I love this new person.
Marsh. Thanks for the message, I'm trying my hardest to resist, but like I said my heart is still stuck on him while my mind is trying to move on. It's just painful and hard.
Thanks again guys.
Invis85 I can give you my email if you want to exchange message. I have a lot more say to you, but gotta head off to work.
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