Ex got a hold of me

[calisurfjump]

Thanks guys. You all have been a great help, just venting and knowing that people listen and care means a lot. I have a few close friends and they all say the same things..get the hell away as fast as you can and dont look back. Trust me, I'm trying my hardest to. Now that we literally have nothing left I refuse to pick up the phone, my ex's number is listed as DNA, Do Not Answer. It's just really hard when my mind says 'Hey jacka&^ move along. It's good that he's out of your life', while my heart still misses his presence. Yeah, I miss the random daily txts and calls. Like I said before I miss my best friend, or who I thought was my best friend.

I do know I'm getting better everyday. Today I actually didn't think of him for a good part of the afternoon.

In all honest and sincerity thanks guys...you are really a good bunch of people.