I'm gay but not out to anyone yet

[Marvinteck]

I'm gay but not out to anyone yet, I cry at least once every day, because I am lonely and ashamed of disclosing my gay status.I am so horribly depressed that I think I'm going to kill myself soon
ADD ME ON FACEBOOK -,I"m Daniel Coetze

I was in the same exact mindset you are in right now before I came out of the closet. I wanted to kill myself and I was serious about it. Once I hit rock bottom I realized I couldnt get any further isolated from the world so I decided to come out of the closet. I came out of the closet in September 2010 and its been 4 months since I came out to my family and close friends. Things have drastically improved for me and I am no longer suicidal. You dont want to kill yourself. Things will get better if you hang on a little longer. They certainly got better for me. I looked for you on Facebook but couldnt find you. Could you post the web address of your facebook page?