New to this and I need help!

[swim73088]

cheers! its just so frusturating because i am not ready to properly go out and seek out a relationship, however, if he happens to be gay i would gladly like to take it to the next level because we are such good mates already.

i wish i just knew already and didn't have to sit here wondering. it is beginning to annoy me seeing all my mates going out and establishing relationships and here i am the cronically single one that everyone asks questions about haha.

i saw him with his girlfriend this weekend and it just felt so awkward. she was a lovely girl but barely said a word the whole time and he acted like a completely different person though he claims to love her very much...its just such a strange situation and i felt like we couldn't say/behave the way we usually do just because she was there. Surely if they have been dating for three years she should know what his personality is like by now and he shouldn't have to hide it!