isnt being gay kinda lonely

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Hmmm....if I'm understanding the problem as it is meant to be understood, it sounds to like this problem would be less of one if it were taken out of its box. Everyone, gay or straight feels like a scared little child from time to time, especially when they first leave home and/or come out and it takes a while to find your bearings. In the mean time, finding that direction won't be found in image, clubs, magazines, etc. that perpetuate perfection and unreal expectations. Start discovering and loving yourself instead of trying to find someone else to do it for you. Once that happens you'll have a million guys wantin' to love on ya and the biggest problem you'll have is choosing which one! mile: OR - perhaps you're an artistic genius whose fits of depression are just expression waiting to be released upon the world!

No worries dude - peace.

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