im a disapontment and a burden

[Mikey1]

I makes me sad to think you're sad, but I can see you're young enough to be whoever you want to be, At some time or other we all feel like we're a disappointment or a burden to someone, but I'm glad you say your Mom lets you know she's there for you, I really think communication is the key and hope you keep talking about it with your Mom, you obviously have access to the internet a wealth of information maybe looking at a site like transgendercare dot com could offer some support, sometimes just knowing you're not alone may help.
I wish you the very best for the future.
Love from the UK Mike x :biggrin: